Uciiiiiing elee idak akan sedih kalo uciiiiiing bales line elee lama kalo uciiiiiing sibuk karena pekerjaan, tp kalo uciiiiiing bales line lama padahal uciiiiiing bisa buka hp atau bisa bales chat temen atau buka instagram atau update path tapi idak bisa bales line elee dulu sekedar kasih kabar yg hanya butuh waktu mungkin kurang dari 30 detik saja elee sedih uciiiiiing. Elee cukup mampu uciiiiiing kalo hanya untuk mengerti pacarnya sedang sibuk atau tidak sibuk. Apakah elee sudah tidak penting hingga lebih cocok dikabarin nanti? Sebegitu beratnya buka aplikasi line dan bales chat pacarnya? Menjadi prioritas itu bahagia uciiiiiing apalagi diprioritaskan orang yg kita sayangi :)

WHAT THIS WORLD EXPECT FROM WEIRDO LIKE ME??

WHAT THIS WORLD EXPECT FROM WEIRDO LIKE ME?? KETAKUTAN YANG SAMA KEMBALI MENGHAMPIRI..KEBODOHAN YANG SAMA KEMBALI DILAKUKAN..DASAR MANUSIA ANEH..PENCEMBURU AKUT..RENCANA APALAGI YA ALLAH..HAMBA SEDIH..MAAFKAN HAMBA..APAKAH HAMBA TERLALU MENYAYANGINYA?..APA AKAN GAGAL LAGI YA ALLAH..HAMBA BINGUNG..BEGINILAH APA ADANYA HAMBA..LALU SIAPA YA ALLAH?..ADA KAH YANG BISA MENERIMAKU YA ALLAH?..HAMBA SEDIH SEKALI MEMBAYANGKANNYA YA ALLAH..JIKA GAGAL KEMBALI BISAKAH HAMBA BERTAHAN DALAM HIDUP INI YA ALLAH?..HAMBA MERASA SEPI SENDIRI SUNYI..

happy birthday to you...

happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you...
happy birthday, happy birthday ...
happy birthday to you...

met ultah buat RMWA, smoga sukses segalane, bahagia dunia akhirat, sehat selalu, tambah seng apik2 pokoke..aaammmiinn....

gak atek kado2 nan ya, keadaan tak seperti dulu..hehe

Almost Easy....

I feel insane every single time
I'm asked to compromise
Cause I'm afraid and stuck in my ways
And that's the way it stays
So how long did I expect love to outweigh ignorance?
By that look on your face I may have forced the scale to tip...



I'm not insane, I'm not insane...
I'm not insane, I'm not - not insane...


I left you bound and tied with suicidal memories
Selfish beneath the skin
But deep inside I'm not insane...


Now that I've lost you it kills me to say
Hurts to say...
I've tried to hold on as you've slowly slipped away
I'm losing the fight...
I've treated you so wrong, now let me make it right...
Make it all right...


Mother...
Come back to me, it's almost easy
Said it all...
Come back again, it's almost easy
You'll learn your lesson...
Come back to me, it's almost easy
But first you fall...
Come back again, it's almost easy
Mother...
Come back to me, it's almost easy
Said it all...
Come back again, it's almost easy
You'll learn your lesson...
Come back to me, it's almost easy
But still you fall...
Come back again, it's almost easy...

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disaat seperti ini aku butuh kamu..

Paramore: The Only Exception..

you're, the only exception...

guided me to heaven...

yeah, saya memang belum menjadi hambaMu yg baik ya Allah..bahkan menurut saya, saya lebih banyak melakukan hal-hal yang engkau larang daripada melakukan hal-hal yg telah engkau perintahkan..
walau begitu tak pernah sedikitpun terbesit dipikiranku untuk menduakanMu..yakinku enkau tahu bahwa syukurku selalu menyertai di setiap nikmatMu..satu tuhanku Allah SWT, satu agamaku Islam!

guided me to heaven...